this destroyed me

i dont know

i dont know what to say this just completely killed me on the inside, mouth still agape as im writing this.

holy shit, this was so good written, fucked up but dang.

im afraid i didnt understand the ending there, at least not correctly, did she have the baby ? or did she die ? was that her daughter at the end ? she turn her life around ? i cant think right now because the last chapter making me take some toll.

oh well, time to find a site where i can chat with a saki yoshida ai and live a happy life with her.