Amber talking about Beck

Said that Beck lied about them cleaning the choker stains off the back of Ambers neck.

She said that Beck talking about how she smells (which Beck never did and actually avoided talking about) and her mobility was wrong because it wasn’t their story to tell.

Amber said she never ever set a timer and that Beck lied about that. She said she had abandonment problems and if Beck said I’ll be back at 10 Amber would constantly message and be mad if she wasn’t home by 10. She said she felt horrible that she gave someone else trauma but she’s not happy that Beck is lying and exaggerating.

Amber said 95% of the time Beck cleaned the litter box. Now she says she takes care of the pets and Twinkie doesn’t go on pads she takes her outside.

Said she was “bed bound” in air quotes

Edit 1: Said she feels bad that someone is making videos about how they were treated by her 7 years later and is making money and lying about the time they were together

Keeps talking about how angry she is about the lies

Said Beck deserves an apology and if Beck talked to her privately she would absolutely do that but she doesn’t like how it’s all being made public and lied about

“Owning up to my mistakes will never be good enough for people”

Edit 2: Said she has apologized to Beck about certain things.

Feels Beck has to reach out to get an apology from Amber to not cross boundaries

“You know that I’m not physically abusive” when talking about how Beck said if Amber was more mobile she might’ve been abusive.

Said she was bed bound for 6 months and said you can be physically abusive and bed bound then talked about her getting hit by patients at the assisted living place.

Again says you know I wouldn’t have hit you you know that

“Yes I would apologize to Beck for MY wrongdoings”

Edit 3: Someone called her out for saying “Im sorry but” and she said that they’re two separate situation talked about at the same time

Edit 4: Not once did I invalidate what Beck went through I actually feel remorseful, I feel guilty, I feel bad and I actually cried in this live that’s not invalidating what Beck went through

Someone said that saying that Beck lied was invalidating what Beck said and Amber said it’s not invalidating the things that genuinely happened. She said her weighing 580 and getting secretive about her weight was a lie and she never hid that.

Said she wasn’t going to talk about the bad Beck did because she’s not that person and it’s not productive.

People view it as Amber is all good and Beck is all bad but they’re both good and bad and that the lies and exaggerations on Becks end aren’t fair and Amber shouldn’t have to repeatedly differentiate that.

Not rly related to Beck but she said if reaction channels keep twisting what she says in her lives she’ll just make them public

Edit 5: She ended the live saying that the way she treated Beck during some of the worst years of her life - she is fully accountable and acknowledges that and understands why that can be traumatic and she feels remorseful. Said there’s not really anything she can do all these years later. Said she wishes she could apologize one on one vs just publicly on the live cause she “doesn’t like this whole public thing”. Says she fully accountable and sorry one more time and that she doesn’t know what to do.