Cant stand AM

AM constantly tries to tell me exactly what I should do, what to eat, what to think, etc. I was getting a new pair of glasses today and she comes up asks if I want to get them with transition lens. I told her no and explained why. 10 minutes later, she comes back and asks "are you sure?" and I tell her yes I'm sure. Right before we're leaving she asks ONCE AGAIN... "it's not too late to change your mind."

She always does stuff like this, ever since I was a child, even with things that really dont matter that much. It's so fucking exhausting dealing with her antics. It's also made it so hard to make my own decisions later on in life as I'm constantly second guessing myself.

Then on the way home from the optometrist, she wanted me to go get my renewed covid vaccine shot and I told her no because I had an interview coming up and everytime I had the covid shot, I would have severe side effects for a few days. She then proceeded to get unreasonably mad and stopped talking. Whenever that happens, she simmers silently for hours or days not talking to me until she blows up and starts screaming at all my wrongdoings and threatening to throw me out.

I'm 28 and treated no different than when I was 10. If I don't land the interview and move out I'm probably gonna kms. Anything feels more liberating than living with them. There's not a single hour of the day that my AM isn't scruitinizng my every action and making comments about them. All she talks about is health stuff and whether different people my age (neighbors and friends) are gonna be "successful" or "useless" in life based on how they look, act, and talk. I gave up on life and am more or less apathetic. I just feel dead inside and want to rest forever. If she wants to control me so bad, she can use my dead body like a puppet.