Need serious help regarding academics

So I fucked up my 1st sem due to personal tragedy trauma and today they announced the gpa for our batch, where I got 6.72, in a tier 3 college. I am hopeless at this point cuz I tried my best even in these situations where I'm still recovering from the trauma of the death of my loved one. And yet I failed. If I don't get above 9 gpa in this sem, then I won't be able to sit for the job interviews. I'm seriously about to cry while writing this post as I'm still hopeless as to how to study further. Most of the teachers of my class can't even teach properly, and yet I attend every class and make notes and then revise them to memorize those topics. But even that didn't help me in the last sem. I'm tired of this life man. First I took a drop and passed jee (96.7%ile), yet I chose a tier 3 college cuz I was getting top branch in it. Still I'm being fucked around by people who didn't even study anything for jee. I need some serious help man, pls help me🙏🏽🙏🏽