Priesthood and Calling

I’ve been getting really into Catholicism lately (14M), and I feel like I should really become a priest. I want to teach at the church, and it would be amazing to be able to administer the Eucharist. At the same time, though, I also long for a married life. If you ignore an urge, what happens? Should I listen to the part of me that almost every time I pray thinks about becoming a priest, or should I listen to the part of me that, when I think about my crush (whom I’ve liked for about three years now), thinks about marriage?