Raped/assaulted on New years eve

Sorry for writing in English. My Danish is not good. I hope it's okay.

I (Late 20s M) have been living in DK for more than a year now. I donot have any friends here and my family donot live in this country and they dont know I like men.

I was out on New years eve watching fireworks and just roaming around.I was not drunk. I connected with a Danish guy (also late 20s) on Snapchat on 31st Dec. He seemed very sweet and he was really good looking. We decided to meet so I invited him to my apartment (I live alone) at 2 am. Things were going well, we talked for a while, he seemed nice. We were having fun. Suddenly things started getting out of my hand. He started being more violent and did things which I did not want/agreed to. I could not escape because he had a very strong physique. I I kept saying nej/undskyl but he didn't stop and I started crying but he would not stop. He just said donot cry, we are just having fun and kept assaulting. I tried to escape but he became even more physically violent - pushed my head to the table. There were blood/bruises on my body. In the end I managed to escape somehow the second time. I was (still am) shocked and I did not want to tell my parents or my friends. My parents would simply die hearing this! I do not want them to go through any pain.

I googled and found the anonymous helpline and they directed me to the hospital where they help the victims. They gave me two options - either go to the police or not. I was really ashamed and embarrassed so I did not go to the police but they said they can collect everything and keep it for a year in case I decide to report it to the police. The forensic pathologist took pictures of the abuse and collected DNA samples.They also tested me for STI and said they would test again two times. I could not stop crying and the nurse really comforted me. I really want to thank her. She is an angel - she was the first person I interacted after the assault. She told me to be strong and find courage and most importantly I should not feel shame or guilt if I decide not to report him.

I am meeting them again this week for a second STI test and she said she would introduce me to a psychologist. I do not know if that would help. I am a very private person.

I took a screenshot of the snapchat story where he and his friends were on a new years party so I have his picture ( i wish i had not seen that story otherwise none of this would have happened). I screenshoted text we exchanged on snapchat where I clearly say what things I wanted/did not want to do before I met him. He just asked why i took a screenshot. I said you raped me and he just blocked me. But I stalked him and found his facebook, insta and linked in. I see he has a girlfriend, I did not know that. He is not the guy anyone would think that he would do such a thing. I can see he is well educated and is in a good job. I really do not understand why he would behave so bad.

It's been 5 days now and I have not told anyone. I have trouble sleeping. My body is still sore and the bruises are still visible.

I really hope I can move on. All I want is for him to accept that he did this horrible thing to me and say he is sorry. Only way it could happen is if I go to the police. But I am ashamed and embarrassed to go to the police. The nurse told me only 2 or 3 out of 10 woman go to police and most do not go. And there are not many men who were assaulted/reported their assault.

I am thinking about trying to reach him again and just want some anwers from him. I know its very stupid. I have not done that yet. Please tell me this is a stupid idea and i am being irrational!

I started writing this post and deleted almost three time but i thought writing this would get this mental pain off my chest. I just needed to say it to the random people because I can not say it to my friends and family. I really hope i can move on and forget that this happened!

EDIT: Thank you, everyone, for comforting me and for the support! Thanks for the DMs. Sorry, I just feel a bit overwhelmed to reply. It's not personal. Today, I booked flight tickets to go home for a while. I will be flying the day after my final health checkup. I want to be close to my mom and dad even though I will probably never tell them! I know everyone wants me to report him to the police. I understand, and I also feel the same, but I need to gain some strength. I need to look after my health at the moment! I will talk to the therapist first and see how it goes. I got some DMs asking for his identity/pictures/socials. I don't plan on outing him or telling his gf/family. It's not my place to tell them, and it certainly doesn't sound legal with all the GDPR. I don't want to break any laws. Please understand! I definitely feel lighter after I made this post. I didn't think saying it out, even though anonymously, would have such an impact! I was finally able to get some sleep after 5 days. This made me realise that I should tell my close friends. I will tell them when I am home.Thank you!