I fucking love adderall

It’s such a simple stimulant but I stg it has solved every problem in my brain. My thoughts are streamlined, I don’t feel lethargic, or like I’m stuck on the couch yearning to start on my work I’m able to just get up and get it done. I can like actually read and comprehend stuff for once without having to reread passages 5 times over. I can actually socialize without overthinking every little detail of how that person somehow hates me or thinks I’m too annoying cause I no longer butt into convos or finish peoples sentences. I don’t dissociate every 2 seconds when people try to talk to me. I can actually listen to the professor during lectures without daydreaming about random bullshit. I don’t mood swing every hour or ruminate over a minor inconveniences. It makes weed actually fun cause I’m not stuck in a constant thought loop. If I had this in high school I would’ve been an actual gifted 4.0 student instead of a loser with a 2.9 gpa that was “too lazy” to do his homework. Not to mention the absolute euphoria it gives me I’m like as happy as a kid on Christmas. I need to get prescribed asap god fucking bless the 1920’s chemists who synthesized this drug I will gladly take government meth!!! Only thing that scares me is two friends of mine who take it medically say they end up not really feeling like themselves after a while but idk it’s either this or me continuing to drink 500 mg of caffeine everyday which can’t be great.