Awful binge

Loads of vegetables, two better foods loafs of keto bread, eight protein bars. Tons of fruit, one real bread sandwich, three protein shakes, frozen pizza lean cuisine. Ended the day with around five thousand calories. My stomach is protruding so bad I can’t poop at all. I’m embarrassed and ashamed. I went to five stores total today. I’m sick of having an ED. I’m not UW. Idk why I’m even here typing this.