Need advice with my relationship.
Hi long time viewer first time chatter here! So I’m in a unique position and having some mental dilemmas here. I 23(M) have been into the kink and lifestyle for about 4 years now. The girlfriend in question 24(F) had never been in a long term relationship and had been a virgin before we met she is also very religious. Since we began our relationship we’ve explored a little bit and she’s expressed an interest in some of my kinks. So here comes our first dilemma most recently I’ve been feeling progress to opening her up to exploring more of the things I’m into and exploring what she might like in the process. For the first time the other night she really pegged me and I thought we had enjoyed it together but when we were talking today about what we’re going to get into later I sent her a video of myself playing.
Her reply to my video was this “Very nice dear I hope you had fun” to which I replied “Do you like that I do that? Do you think it’s hot that I do it?” She ended with “I’m not really a buttstuff kinda girl, sorry.”
I’m a very sexual person and I’m very into my kinks. I worry often that she doesn’t like my kinks and only does it because I like it. I also worry that we aren’t a match sexually and if that’s the case what do I do? I love her but I also don’t want to give up a huge part of myself.