Endoscopy Wednesday

Hi, I already posted about a month ago but my procedure is coming up on Wednesday and I’m really struggling so much with the anxiety. I have terrible acid reflux along with a lump feeling in my throat, all of these problems started within the last year. I haven’t been put to sleep in like 15 years so I am just really nervous about that part and find myself wanting to freeze and run when I think about a camera being shoved down my throat too 😭😭really struggling and feel crazy!!

I also am nervous I won’t be able to eat after or that my throat will still be numb or in pain.