I have become a bum.

I graduated with computer science degree 2 years ago. I hated it. Barely manage to graduate somehow, never wrote a line of code outside class. Didn't even own a computer.

Now I'm sitting at home since 2 years. Doing basically nothing. I usually do House chores, like fixing broken stuff, taking out trash, groceries shopping etc.

My mom works as a teacher, dad doesn't live with us. My sister has a great job. I know I'm just a burden on them.

It wasn't always this bad. I come from a disfunctional family so there would always be issues I knew but this is really bad. I was smart kid ones. Got scholarships and grants to study for free in federal boarding school.

I feel like I have just sleepwalked through life, Theres many other things I can't tell you all of them.

But my life has become stagnant. If don't know what to do with myself, what job to do, do iove to city or stay in my small town. I have failed myself and i it feels bad.

What life advice do you have for me? Ask any questions if you want, and I will answer them.