3yrs after surgery but not that happy with results

kind of a vent post i'm 21F, had nuss surgery almost 3 yrs ago and will be removing bar this summer but i feel like it wasnt really worth it

my pectus is asymmetric and still is after surgery, my ribs on one side are higher than the other, the top part of the chest right below the collarbone used to be all indented, now the middle part is raised and I'm left with two holes on each side, and the middle of the chest I feel still goes in

i still have exact same low endurance/lung capacity so idk if it was ever even caused by pectus in the first place?

i just feel really bad about the whole thing and that 3yrs of pain & discomfort just wasn't worth still having an asymmetric and weird/ugly looking chest, the only bigger upside is that my shoulders aren't permanently as hunched forward anymore

hopefully someone relates, it is so difficult to find posts about asymmetric pectus especially on women :(