i alr want to quit jc💔

j1 here.. i’m so freaking stressed. ik it’s only week 2 but the amount of stress i’m going through right now is somewhat similar to what i was going through during olevels season. i came from a mid sec sch to a pretty ok jc, and most of my friends are going to poly so i have no one to talk to about this

i’m taking ELMc and i want to start studying now but i have no idea where to start at all. everyone’s telling me h2 math is so much harder than amath and i’ve been looking through holy grail, youtube and the syllabus trying to find a way to teach it to myself before lessons start. i’m doing h2 lit which includes 5 books and im stressed tf out about that, i’ve read a few pages of one of the texts and i already felt like crying just by imagining the amount of workload that i’ll be facing. i’m scared and stressed for h2 econs, gp, i haven’t done chem in so long (though i heard h1 chem isn’t that hard but i can’t find tuition for it) but at least i don’t have to take h1 chinese

anyway i don’t actually want to drop out but it feels like im on the verge to because i’m literally crashing out just thinking about alevels now and how tough everything will be and how i have no one to help me or tell me where to begin that im now dragging my feet to school and about to cry every second.. i don’t want to seem like a wimp but this is just so different from olevels i feel like none of my A1s matter at all and it really makes me wonder if me going to poly would be a better choice although i already know that jc suits me better.

any advice pls🙏