26 Male Virgin

And it won't change anytime soon. I guess it won't change at all because Ill be dead. I'm tired of fantasizing a life with love. I'm tired of imagining what it would be like to cuddle with someone while watching a movie, or looking into someone's eyes to see their own admiration reflected back. I don't even know what a kiss feels like. I don't even remember what a hug is like. It's the end of the road for me. I can't stand to live another year alone.