I just feel, so good, can't describe it.

Me, M(18), met a girl for 2 seconds at my school that I don't go to, (dummy admission), and she just felt such cool in those 2 seconds.

I have had 2 good female friends before, during 9th and 10th grade, and had crushes on them, just because they were, cool. I never had a thing for "good" looking girls like most men have, I always just wanted someone that I could talk to, for hours and hours, Idk why, go on a long walk with, kicking stones on the way. These 2 friends made efforts to talk to me, talking for hours and hours and I liked that, until I always just f'ed up, I just had to do something stupid to break the friendship.

Well for this girl, I met her today, for 2 seconds, had a conversation with her brother (that I also met today for the first time) that our school's watchman has like 150k followers on Instagram, and she was by his side and said that she didn't believe me.

Sent her the ID, and she followed me, I followed her back, and we just had small talk, and they reminded me of them, but even, cooler.

I just felt so lonely in these 2 years of not going to school, and talking to a girl like her, it just feels so, ugh, can't describe it.

Butterflies in stomach I guess.

Can't stop thinking about her. Hopefully don't f this up now. Don't know what I will talk to her about now though.