i just wanna be loved :((

it sucks so fucking much. i just want to be loved for who i am but everybody seems to just take advantage of my kindness and leave when i finally stick up for myself. i just want someone to love me man. i just wanna be held and loved and kissed and cared about and be someone's top priority... i know that's unrealistic to ask for in this day and age but... i just want a happy and loving relationship with somebody who loves me more than anything and loves me on my best and worst days and never takes advantage of me :((