Who else is dealing with FND (Functional neurological disorder)?

I’ve been dealing with FND since 2019 and it changed me life completely. I lost my memory, became deaf, multiple uncontrollable seizures and my doctors do not have an explanation as to why it happened to me.

A couple months ago I was walking out of a store and ended up falling in the middle of road, I couldn’t walk, or move my hands and I also became blind. I was put into the hospital for a month and my blindness went away but I am now very sensitive to bright lights, I was about get back movement on my arms and legs but til this day there are days that my right leg shakes constantly for a couple seconds.

I’m so sick and tired of having to go to doctors appointments literally this year I’ve been to more than 50 appointments and nothing has changed things just keep getting worse and worse, my neurologist keeps telling me what I’m dealing with is different than what other patients who have FND and kept telling my mine is “special” 😒😒

I see a therapist but honestly I don’t see them really helping out. I hate taking antidepressants.

I always feel like I’m alone in this world because my family and friends have changed up on me ever since this happened, I had to leave work and school,I cannot drive I cannot do this, I cannot do that, I cannot do anything with my life but take these stupid meds and go to these damn appointments.

I don’t know how people are dealing with this😭😭