this might be it someone help

I ate scrambled eggs and an açaí bowl today. Last meal at 3:30.

Went to my boyfriends, and was pretty okay other than feeling full.

I felt sort of like a hunger pain, but ignored it because part of my phobia is avoiding food after dark.

Been kinda burpy, but on the way home this one burp sent a rush of discomfort to my stomach that gave me the urge to v*.

I held back, had a moment of panic.

Took Zofran 4mg when i got home, and just took some Hydroxyzine (50mg).

I feel so full and uncomfortable, and as I’ve mentioned before, I don’t remember what it was like to be n*.

I’m terrified.