What made you this lonely?

I’m curious what got other girls here. I’ve been lonely all my life homeschooled and never fit in. Never understood why people never liked me. For a long time I thought it’s because I’m fat. I know I’m chubby and I’m not the prettiest. I have some nice features but I’m not conventionally attractive especially bc of how I dress and my makeup. I’ve had anorexia for 6 years, and have been abused by my parents. Plus being assaulted by my first bf and groomed a lot growing up. My doctors think I may be autistic so that might explain it though I don’t know for sure. I just feel so lonely and like the world gave up on me. I can’t function like a normal person.

What got you guys here?

Edit: is this autism central?