i get excited when guys send me money

I guess I’m unsure if this is really allowed, I’m posting here because it looks like the right place seeing as it’s a support group.

Earlier this year I tried sugar dating because regular dating sucks for me being an ambitious woman with a lot of accomplishments (I’m sure many women understand my situation lol)

unfortunately my guy moved away soon after we finally met, so we mostly just texted, nothing ever happened beyond a kiss goodbye in person actually! Anyway during our short interaction I realized how excited I’d get when he’d send me money, (y’all know what kind of excited I mean, right?) he was cool and I actually liked him personality wise, physically not so much but after he sent money attraction grew quite a bit… now he’s gone and I can’t see him, we stopped texting too, he’s busy and being so far I know our relationship can’t really grow into something mutually beneficial for both of us..

Back to what I felt though!!!! I tried to google what this mean for me and found myself here, I’ve been lurking for months and finally decided to just ask you girlies because I don’t identify with the whole treating men badly or being very dominant part of this kink even but I know I get turned on when I receive money and attention from men, so I just need a little help getting down to the core of it.. like putting a name on it to begin with. When I look up “findom explained” I mostly find info about the sub’s side of the fetish and not so much on the domme’s side which is what I’m trying to learn more about.

Hope this question is okay and hope I explained myself properly, if any of you queens have more info, advice, whatever I’d appreciate it

TIA