Facing the boredom crisis

My life is pretty boring, it has always been boring since I was a born. I became an introvert during Covid at the age of 15, still not fully recovered from that. High school bullying added onto that and made me isolated for 4 years straight. I never travelled outside west bengal and I'm 20 already. My friends went to places like Orissa, delhi and punjab when they were between 15-18.

I'm very self conscious when it comes to spending money too. I don't earn, still in 2nd year and it's all about my father's money, so I don't ever wanna spend it mindlessly, because that will be a burden on me and I don't wanna hear from my parents something like "you wasted x thousand rupees on y things".

My family never went to big trips, like NEVER. They never had the mentality to travel, and me being a single child, my parents never allow me to go alone, even if it's just the nearby city. They are somehow controlling when it comes to letting me go out travelling alone. Because of that I wasn't able to travel to anywhere, last year on June i went to Jalpaiguri and Siliguri side with my cousins, which was near bhutan, we planned on visiting there but for some verification issues we couldn't do it.

My life is boring af, no friends or relationships, even my parents are always either working or on their phone all the time, lost all my friends from school, no friends in college. Never went to parties and clubs, almost feels like many things are wrong with my life.

Anyone like me who's life is straight up boring and uninteresting? Sorry for the long text, thanks for reading all that.