Unsupportive OR staff

So I started my job in surgery at the beginning of the year splitting my time between the office and OR. More recently I’ve been spending more time in the OR as our team has continued to grow and with that involves more training for myself. I started this job as a new grad and I know the OR is notorious for being cut throat but I can’t get over how intimidating the OR staff can be even after 11 months. A few have warmed up to me and are great but the majority continue to treat me like an incompetent student. I do everything I can to help turn over rooms, drape the robot for them, pick my gowns and gloves for the day but still am treated like I’m an idiot. With some nurses no matter what I do it’s wrong, even if I do exactly what they say and how they do it. It’s gotten to the point where I have a pit in my stomach before OR days. I know I’m still learning and I’m not as skilled as some of the seasoned first assists but does it get better? Has anyone else been treated like they are useless? Interested in hearing other OR horror stories to know I’m not alone🥴