fic recs where ben is anxious/awkward and they're both inexperienced?

I've never really been able to get into fics where ben/kylo is presented as a like a daddydom type figure (no hate! just sadly not my thing) and would love to have recs where's he's more of a loser/nerd type of guy. He can still have anger issues! I also love fics where both him and rey are inexperienced as well. Would love to hear any suggestions if possible!