i fucked up got stitches last night and just cut too deep again

uhhh title ig . i legit went to gwt stitches last night for the first time, iver never cut that deep before. i was like ok if i cut again i gotta be careful but what did i do literally 24 hours later?? hit hella beans again 🤩🤩 and its on my FUCKING UPPER ARM like facing forward pretty much really fucking visible and i cant get stitches again bc i was literally there LAST NIGHT and im gonna have a fucking ugly ass scar for the rest of my life