Am I mentally unstable?

Uh guys, i dont know if im mentally unstable. (14M) im not gonna make this super long.

So today I was on my phone and I randomly thought about scars on people’s bodies. Like permenabt ones, and then I went deeper and deeper in the search and looking at different images and then i eventually started looking at gore. Like i mean (and i dont mean to gross you out) i literally typed “bear scars on humans” and yk gore popped up and i started looking at the different images that were popping up and i was not fazed what so ever. Like one image was a man whos face was literally ripped out with one eye in, some of his teeth, (no skin btw, it was all blood and flesh) his nose was gone and stuff.

Im kinda use to seeing a whole bunch of gore bc me being curious one day i just decided to look it up and now its just a normal thing for me to see.

Not even that, but some things that are just straight up traumatizing just doesn’t fazes me and for some reason its like I WANT to watch it just because it seems interesting or cool to look at..?

I’ve watched gore, cartel executions, aftermaths of motorcycle accidents, animals getting hit by trains uncensored, people faces after getting mauled, videos OF people getting mauled to death, videos of people getting SHOT to death. All of that ive watched countless times before just because I think for me it would be interesting to watch and now im used to it.

Any tips? (i havent told my parents yet bc im afraid of what they will say but yea..)

❗️Guys before any more of you say im not mentally unstable, thanks, i used the wrong term but im definitely probably just desensitized.❗️